Taurus on the outside
I’m supposed to be staying away from re-blogging, but it’s creepy how accurate this is for me. That’s something I can add to this blog of thoughts/feelings, the semi-accuracy astrology has for our signs. x_x
- Serious or focused look
- Beautiful eyes
- Always hungry
- Pronounced neck/collarbones, jaw or cheek bones
- Observing other people around them
- Quiet and chill demeanor
I wish this site would improve the layout of the dashboard.
Just a thought that’s swirling in my mind right now journal.
Since I’m taking breaks from this site to search for more than this monotonous routine of scrolling and being idle, I wish Tumblr would make it easier to see posts. Make a way to access and check posts that a user could have missed yesterday or the day before, or click a specific person you’re following and see their posts they posted.
If only the site creator read suggestions.
23 years, 8401 days.
The day of our birth will always be something special and a wonderful blessing to be thankful for, but celebrating the anniversary of my birth, my fruition seems aloof to me now. :|
My word, walking the planet for 8000+ days seems like a very long time to me and that’s not real long at all. I feel old, always have to be honest. I feel like an old soul what my mum and family would call it.
Well yeah, 5/6/1989. I detest birthday wishes since I’m no one special and I find it pointless spending money for a day out of the year just for your birthday when it can go to something useful, but I thank God that I was born on my favorite month and just to be alive in general. I don’t care for making a silly birthday wish, but if I chose to and it came true, I’d want to find a person I can call friend and my favorite people to converse with me for the day. 24 hours with a few of my favorite actor/actress/president and more would really make this arcanum truly happy. ~fin
Sometimes I feel there is a conspiracy within radio stations…
ᶠᵉᵉˡˢ ᶰᶤᶜᵉ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉᵍᶤᶰ ʷʳᶤᵗᶤᶰᵍ ᵈᵒʷᶰ ᵐʸ ᵗʰᵒᵘᵍʰᵗˢ ˢᵒᵐᵉ ᵐᵒʳᵉ˒ ʰᵃᵛᵉᶰ’ᵗ ᵈᵒᶰᵉ ˢᵒ ᶤᶰ ᵃ ʷʰᶤˡᵉ ˢᶤᶰᶜᵉ ᵐʸ ᶜʳᵃᶰᶤᵘᵐ ʷᵃˢ ᶜʳᵒʷᵈᵉᵈ ʷᶤᵗʰ ˢᵒ ᵐᵃᶰʸ ᵗʰᶤᶰᵍˢ ᵗᵒ ᵖᵒᶰᵈᵉʳ ᵒᶰˑ
This is something that made its way into my mind lately, if there’s anything conspiring with the owners of certain radio stations these days. I’ve heard people, including myself, complain about how a few stations here always play the same popular songs over and over, without changing their daily pattern and at least play other artists who make it to the radio. Same when it comes to discussions as well
I wonder are the talk show hosts in charge of playing whatever they please or are they instructed to play only a selected number of songs. I also ponder have others thought the same thing here as me.
Left aground at the fork in the road.
The events happening lately have been very tiring my mind and temple.
I’ve been thinking about a lot on what to do with my time and future so much that it’s consuming a lot of space in my cranium. I want to talk to someone about it and I know who I should confess it to, but I’m having difficulty getting the words to escape my mouth. I’ll instead write it down here and perhaps delete this later to free my storage of some unwanted clutter. Then I’ll be able to slowly get back on track with myself.
- I want to find a decent school and job to attend, but I don’t think I’ll find it here in this state and I do not want to travel far to a place I’m not familiar with.
- I’m so disappointed in myself that I’m doing stunts I said I’d never do: letting my emotions and fears get the best of me. Depression with a combination of fear of being alone has made me want to desperately search for someone I can finally call friend. It’s an example such as that is why I despise my emotions a lot. They can interfere with your thinking.
- I miss the feeling of not needing a person to put a smile on my face. I miss my independence and loner persona. I seem to forget that you don’t need an individual to put make you happy, for your decision is entirely up to how you want to feel.
- I miss solitude. I want to get away from this place, but I detest being alone for it will lead to loneliness. I need to migrate still, to somewhere that has an area inhabited by civilians that won’t effect my intelligence. I wish there was such a place darn it. The people that are around me, family to acquaintances to passersby in public to individuals online on every site I’ve appeared on are making me feel so stupid. The same inane babble that is exiting the mind of these people these days has me frowning for mankind and worrying about how it’s trying to interfere with my mindset. I really feel bad for children in this world.
- Crushes are an annoying phase to go through, especially recurring ones. They only lead to pointless thoughts and fantasies. What’s also bad about these crushes of mine is that they’re mostly on strange males. ._. What peculiar taste I have in men. If they were to find out about me, they’d probably think of me as a erratic, jejune kid who needs to seek help.
- My concern of a site called Gifyo. After seeing so many teenagers stripping and debasing themselves through a .gif, it has me wondering the future of that site. Since reporting them doesn’t seem it’s doing much, I’m slowly not going there anymore. I wouldn’t be surprised if an individual were to report it to the ASACP, the site owner will had it coming for carelessly managing a site like that.
It’s a pity what people can get away with today.
So much has been cramming into my cranium lately. I’ll write some in my journal of thoughts here to relieve my mind of constantly thinking about it.
I think people really need to make sure that their identity is not in jeopardy online. After my sister discovered me and the a few of our relatives names and addresses were posted online on a few sites, it’s gotten me to be disgusted with the internet even more. It saddens me that someone would go through the trouble of doing such a thing. I’m pretty thankful that she decided to search our names through Google out of curiosity.
I think others should try it as well, to make sure that someone hasn’t posted personal information without your consent somewhere.
I wonder sometimes would this site still be popular among the young crowd if the Tumblr staff were to remove the reblog feature.
Probably not. I personally wouldn’t care, but to see others complain about it would be humorous.
A minuscule diagnostic of me.
Not sure why, but I want this blog entry to be my about me. Maybe I’ll delete it in the future if I feel it’s out of place with the point of my journal of thoughts.
☾ I won’t ever show my face on this site. That was a question I last received from someone on anonymous so that’s my answer. I have however, placed a picture of me on three sites I won’t display. You’re not missing anything so don’t worry.
☾ Name & Age should be viewable on my page obviously
☾ Weight/Height: Around 135lbs/165.1 cm
Likes & interests:
- Drawing, reading, music, daydreaming, activities that will keep me productive
- Learning new information
- Intelligence. Since the lack of this has become rare, I find it really enjoying when a person actually has a thought in their head.
- Electronic devices for fun inducement (i.e. video games)
- Communication. I’m quiet on some days, but I do like talking and getting to know an individual. I may even be chatty if I feel I can trust you.
- Helping people. One day I’ll hope to do so, with inventions I want to create or with donating.
- Mysteriousness or anonymity. A highly revealing person just isn’t that interesting to me. I like mystery, something that will keep captivated.
Dislikes & turnoffs:
- Extreme stupidity. It feels like it’s spreading like an airborne virus and it’s getting annoying.
- Profanity. I never liked using obscene language, & a message from someone on t.v. inspired me to not want to use it since they comment was ‘One who uses profanity constantly is nothing but an ignorant mind’. It’s so true.
- [Behavior in] people. Rudeness, oversensitive, incompetent, exaggerating, generalizing, bigotry, callous, unfair favoritism, just plain intolerant. It all should disperse. It’s really hard to find a kind, humble silly samaritan.
- Lust and gluttony. Overeating is never good & lust has plagued a lot of minds, caused many to be driven by their lions and do stupid stunts and gives bad examples regarding intimacy, self-image portrayal, and (sometimes) expectations of relationships and performances.
- When an individual you wish to talk to ignores you or repeatedly forgets to reply back to you; one-word replies or lack of effort in a conversation.
- Pointless emotions like anger, jealousy and sadness (e.g depression).
- Loneliness, procrastination, laziness and fear itself.
- Money. The lust of it has caused great despair in the world for many lives. I wish it never existed to be honest.
If you yearn to find an answer for something, seek it.
Seek and you shall find was a quote I’ve learned as a sapling from the source I don’t completely remember. I since then kept that quote to heart to make sure to search for something before requesting assistance. Whether it may be an item or information, learning to venture for a solution to your desired quest can help you become more independent and less likely to constantly ask for help.
It’d be nice if more would apply it to their situations whenever faced with one, especially for those who wish to be spoon-fed and/or have something easily handed to them. People shouldn’t yield to that behavior in any place.
